Oh dear Clifford (Prajna),
There may be some black in your heart but it is well balanced with the white side and all the colors in between. Yes, you are a complex person. Some find you hard to understand. The thing is - you are not afraid to speak out loud your true feelings about all things whereas most people hide behind false words to conceal and placate those around them. Once one understands your uniquness one can relax and enjoy your friendship. I saw this in you from the start. That is why your words and actions have not ever shocked me. I am an observer and you are one interesting person to observe.